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[31 Aug 2005|12:09pm]
DemonWings
Yours are DEMON wings, possibly resembling
those of a bat - huge, black, and clawed. You
are cold and impure, and a born Creature of the
Night. Possibly with an interest in those of a
vampyric nature, or possibly one yourself. You
have little sympathy or care for humanity and
see them as existing for no real purpose -
thus, you can be very manipulative and bend
them to fit YOUR purpose. And you do have a
purpose, to everything you do. Nine times out
of ten it will be strictly for your own self
gratification or perhaps merely amusement. As
soon as a person or situation is no longer
productive or pleasurable in your life, you
will rid yourself of it or them. You could very
well have just a touch of superiority complex
(or perhaps more than a touch?). Despite all of
this, you are capable of love so intense that
you place that person's wishes even above your
own - the only time that you will do so.
Chances are you are attracted to people in
which you see...yourself. Though many hate you
for your carelessness and evil...Sexy, fierce,
sinful, and mysterious...you turn me on.

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I feel like a half drowned rat..... [19 Jun 2005|04:24am]
Manda's leaving for TWO WHOLE WEEKS! And I HATE it! So I went up to BK about one to say goodbye. Well, she traded shifts with Matthew so she was staying until 3+. So I threw on a shirt and my spare hat and helped graveyard stock shit and whatnot. Well, Clifton needed help maintenance. So I did broiler hood (I LOVE doing that!!!! So much fun!) and then hopped down. Manda and I did trash and boxes while he finished with the fryers. We climbed up on the wall and sat there until a cop came by and we scampered down.

Then the fun began.


Clifton started to do floors and I wanted to help. I attempted to push scrub brushes on my feet but that didn't work. So I stuck my ass in the air and ran around scrubbing the floors using my hands. Aaron made the comment "You're doing good on you hands and knees." That got a few laughs.

Well, me being the smart person I am. I was in my street clothes and fake converse. I slid and fell on my ass into a HUGE puddle of soapy water. Completely soaked my back side. Well, we finished the scrubbing (Anthony was laughing at me the whole time) and started to spray it down. It looked like fun so I stole the hose from Clifton and sprayed the floors. Well, Anthony and Clifton decided to step on the hose and cut off my water supply. I didn't know what the hell was going on so I turned around.........my hand still holding down the sprayer so when they jumped off I soaked Clifton and got Anthony partially soaked.

WAR ENSUED!!!!!!!

I was spraying over by Drive Thru where Manda was innocently squi-jeeing the floor. I sprayed her and got Anthony some.......decided to get him a bit more. Manda started to get the hose from me when Clifton comes and wrestles the hose from me and sprays me BUT GOOD. Anthony told him to do it.

So I chase Anthony around the store spraying the shit out of him and his pants. But only after I put an ice cube down his pants.

Well, Clifton made me give up my hose so I went following Manda around.


ANTHONY HAD A FRICKING BUCKET OF COLD ASS WATER AND DUMPED IT ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't think I've been this frickin soaked since I went swimming in Nikki's pool last summer in my clothes.

I told Anthony that when he was on his death bed....he was going to get it. BIG TIME!

So the rest of the time I went traisping about with squishy shoes. You know how John Wayne walks?? Times that by two and that's how I was staggering around. I sat on Manda's car and usually I slide off. Not this time. When she and Clifton started to go I asked her if she wanted me to squi jee her car. I bet my own car seat is SOAKED.

Now I'm going to go change my pants....shirt....socks...and underwear and attempt to dry my hair.

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[17 Jun 2005|01:51am]

Part Expert Kisser


You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Part Freaky Kisser


When you kiss, you want to experience something new
A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing...
And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable
There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go

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Random shit [16 Jun 2005|03:03am]


You are











Your Deadly Sins



Lust: 40%

Envy: 20%

Sloth: 20%

Wrath: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Greed: 0%

Pride: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You'll die from overexertion. *wink*





Your Birthdate: March 17

Your birth on the 17th day of the month suggests that you are very lucky financially, because this date indicates a solid business sense.

Although you are probably very honest and ethical, this birthday enables you to be shrewd and successful in the world of business and commercial enterprise.

You have excellent organizational, managerial, and administrative capabilities enabling you to handle large projects and significant amounts of money with relative ease.



You are ambitious and highly goal-oriented, although you may be better at starting projects than you are at finishing them.

A sensitivity in your nature, often repressed below the surface of awareness, makes it hard to give or receive affection.


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[16 Jun 2005|02:51am]

What You Really Think Of Your Friends



Shelby is your soulmate.
You truly love Justin.
You consider Holly your true friend.
You know that Nichole is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Manda for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Maurie is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Blake is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Jeremy is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Jeremy changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Daniel is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Daniel has a hidden internet romance.





This was the funniest damn thing I've EVER read!

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[30 Mar 2005|10:52pm]
strawberries are love

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Pictures baby! I <3 my make up [30 Mar 2005|10:17pm]

( Look into my eyes and Click Me. )

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Promotion [13 Feb 2005|10:05pm]

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[08 Feb 2005|09:38pm]

( click me bitch )

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Temporary [01 Feb 2005|06:05pm]
Hey guys I've made a temporary friends cut. I've been going through some hard things and I'm just keeping a few of my closest friends on my list.

Never Fear! I will add you back once my head gets clear.

Much love to all of you

xoxox

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[17 Jan 2005|12:13pm]
Ask me three questions, any three and i will answer honestly. Post this and have your friends ask you three questions too.

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*Party* [16 Jan 2005|11:51pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Let me out-Future leaders of the World ]


Yesterday- FUN!!! So goes the account of Bryan's surprise party.

Nichole and I got there about 10:15ish and went and picked random people up. I think we went by Shelby's or Shelbi's house about 5 times before they said her mom was going to take her and Bryan's sister Missy.

I hate getting up at 8:45.....

Anyways went back to Brett's and did some last minute things. Shelby(Shelbi) and Missy showed up and I shot them...with the camera and we ran over the game plan. They, being Shelby(Shelbi), Missy, Nichole and Brett, went to get Bryan. Brett calls and tells me Samantha and Steven are coming. So we plan for them being there and all the while I'm wondering if Brett can stall Bryan until they get there and freak out over pretty much nothing since we had plenty of time.

I gave them noise makers and then Shelby(Shelbi),Nichole and Missy came running in and I handed them confetti and noise makers/bubbles.

Then Brett yells  "NOW!" Didn't give it away one bit. Lmao.

So we talked and ate and talked and Steven told us his Yetti story. Laughed so hard I nearly choked on piece of cake.


Randomness took over and I alot is just jumbled in my head. I do clearly remember an anime LOTR Spoof though. And we watched the video Missy made.

*Note*

Watching yourself choke on cake is extremely entertaining.

Anyways, Samantha here are the pics of the party.

 

( Party Pics....a butload )

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*snatch* Stolen from minuetcat [10 Nov 2004|07:16pm]

What is your presidency like?
LJ Username
Political Party
Campaign Slogan
Celebrity Endorsment
Vice President kais_assuka
Cheif of Staff okami_kasai
Secretary of State lianadink
Scandal caused by relationship with falloutboy99
Scandal Embezzeled money from "Let Every Orphan Have Shoes" fund
Approval Rating - 54%
This Quiz by malaisia - Taken 2147 Times.
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What is your presidency like?
LJ Username
Political Party
Campaign Slogan
Celebrity Endorsment
Vice President callout2him
Cheif of Staff natyslacks
Secretary of State quebelly
Scandal caused by relationship with dhs_justin
Scandal Murdered rival candidate's grandmother day of election
Approval Rating - 75%
This quiz by malaisia - Taken 2149 Times.
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New - Kwiz.Biz Astrology

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Thanks and two more songs I decided to post. ^^ [08 Oct 2004|04:12pm]
[ music | Over It...Some chick lol ]

Omg I wanted to cry. You guys response to my songs in life on the MSN and comments touched me. I was so happy to know that people could appreciate for I what I intended it to be. Art. I've always been a singer but I never thought about writing lyrics. Now that I have and my friends all loved it, I feel like I have the confidence to write more. And I have many more but It would take far too long for me to type them all up at the moment.

Thanks especially to these guys:

[info]dirty_x_glitter- " I'll Always Remember" Seems to be almost everyone's favorite

[info]soundlssscreams- *blush* No it wasn't a true story. It just happened. And here are two more!

[info]pure_mudblood - Wow thanks. You made me feel all tingly and special. I love Evanescence as well. I'm so glad you liked them!! ^^

[info]natyslacks - Even though you haven't commented yet I'm glad you liked them!

 

And then to my real life friends. Brett, Manda, Destiny, Holly and Nichole. I don't care if two of you never see this entry. You guys are my world and I love you guys so much. Manda you are my rock and without you I'd be.....rockless lol. You've really been the one to keep me going and inspire me to keep writing.

Holly, I think you were the first and maybe only one to actually see my work for what it is and for that you kick!

Destiny you are so freakin awesome for helping me title them! "Kisses Never Lie" is up here for you!

Brett and Nichole, my favorite little music buddies. I'd go crazy in that class without you. I'm so glad you guys understand.

 

Okay enough mushy stuff!!! Ah Here are the two I chose. "Kisses Never Lie" and "Rainy Days"

 

                                                              

 

 

Kisses Never Lie

The door slams shut

Leaving me in total darkness

He's gona again

Maybe forever this time

He'll tell me he's sorry

And how he loves me so

And I know he means it

His kisses never lie

We're fighting again

I can't remember what about

But I know it's my fault

Why am I always wrong?

He'll tell me he's sorry

It's only because he loves me

That he acts this way

His kisses never lie

Putting on my makeup to hide the newest bruise

I realize I have nothing left to lose

I quickly pack my belongings

But not fast enough

He'll say he's sorry

He never meant to lose control

It was my fault, as it always was

But now I'm free

Heaven is Beautiful

                                                             

 

Rainy Days

 

Sitting on my windowsill

The rain goes on pouring

Lightning lights up the pitch black sky

The trees dance in the wild wind

In the attic music plays

Reminding me of other rainy days

I climb the stairs to my secret place

Ever loyal to me, hey don't creak

Billowing curtains greet me

Like so many ghosts of my past

In the attic music will play

For today is a rainy day

I slide on my old and tattered ballet shoes

I put on my favorite score from "The Swan Princess"

Gliding about on my dancers legs

Nothing else matters, I no longer care

Int the attic music plays

Today is simply another rainy day

I twirl and jump, spin and leap

Graceful as the swan I'm doomed to be

In the arms of my princely lover

We dance the night away

 

Day breaks, the storm stops

My spell is broken

Turning off the record player

I remove my shoes and go back downt the stairs

Never to return

                                                                              Until the next rainy day

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La la la la It goes Around The World. [04 Oct 2004|04:15pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | the Crowing- Coheed and Cambria ]

Here are some wongs I wrote over the past week.

Thanks to Destiny for helping me titlng them.

 

                                              I'll Always Remember

                                              I sit here wondering

                                              About things that might have been.

                                               Why do I even try?

                                              When I know it will all fall apart

 

                                              People and people go

                                              But I'll always remember

                                             How I felt when you were near

                                             I will never surrender.

 

                                            Time flies on

                                            Bringing nothing but the rain

                                           Still I lie here waiting for you

                                           Will you ever come?

 

                                          People go and people come

                                          But I'll always remember

                                          You were always the one I loved

                                           I will never surrender

 

                                         Why must I wait?

                                          Patience is so fleeting

                                        Drowning in this vast abyss

                                         I need you now.

 

                                       People come and people go

                                        But I'll always remember

                                        Still I...I lie here all alone

                                       I will never surrender

 

                                     People go and people come

                                    But I'll always remember

                                    The day you smiled and came to me

                                    I will never surrender.

 

 

 

 

Where have you gone?

 

Can you see, see me crying here

Alone and waiting for you to call

It's been so long, since I heard your voice

I miss you so where have you gone?

 

 

I'm still right here

Loving you like I always have

From now until eternity

I'll wait for you.

Where have you gone?

 

 

A year has gone

And still I linger here

Never letting go of you

I love you.

 

 

I'm still right here

Loving you like I always have

From now until the end of time

I'll wait right here for you

Where have you gone?

 

I saw you today

But you didn't see me

All you saw

Was that girl hanging over you

 

 

 

I'm still right here

Loving you like I always have

From now until we meet again in hell

I'll wait for you

                                                                            But now the trigger calls.

                                      

   

 

 

All Alone

I sit I wait I write

Waiting for tomorrow

Tomorrow, tomorrow

What will you bring me?

 

I sing my song

Waiting for someone

To take my heart

And make me whole again.

 

The rain pours down

Like my many tears

I'm all alone

Sitting in my bedroom

 

I sing my song

Waiting for anyone

To mend my soul

And make me whole again

 

The world grows cold

My breath freezes in my chest

As everything grows dim

I'm all alone

For the very last time.

 

I sang my song

I waited forever

My heart is torn

                                                                            And now I'll never be whole.

 

 

 

 

Love is in Blossom

I catch your eye

From across the classroom

You smile I blush

Highschool romance whoa-oh

 

A note is passed

Asking me to the dance

I write back yes

Everything's perfect yeah

 

Boy meets girl

Girl meets boy

What could be better?

Fa la la la

Love is in Blossom

 

Friday Night

I'm putting on make-up

I hear mom call

I try not to run down the stairs.

 

I see you there

Handsome as ever

We take your car

Cinderella's coach wan't any better

 

Boy meets girl

Girl meets boy

Who would have thought?

Fa la la la

My happy ending is near

 

We take the floor

All eyes on us

I'm floating on cloud nine

I feel so safe

Surely this is love?

 

:Bridge:

We leave the floor

You turn away

The guy from behind

Hands you a roll

For the bet that he lost.

I run away

Into the darkness.

 

 

Boy meets girl

Girl meets boy

What seemed so perfect

Was really all a lie

Fa la la la la

                                                                                     La la la la la la la

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

All I'll Ever Get

 

I see you

Do you see me too?

I watch you go

And wonder

 

Class seems so long

Like it will never end

I can't concentrate

On anything but you

 

From across the classroom

I watch you

I feel so invisible

Why can't I talk to you?

 

Bell rings I leave

You bump into me

I blush and apologize

You smile and go

 

                                                                              Is this all I'll ever get?

 

 

 

The underlined part is the title (duh lol). Hope you like. Criticism is very welcome.

*note I came back and took Manda's advice by unfriending this. ^^

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